From NY Times Book Review
“When all is said and done, killing my mother came
easily.” That’s the first sentence of Alice
Sebold’s new novel, which follows her best-selling
“Lovely Bones,” the story of the rape and murder
of a girl who tells her tale from beyond the grave. “The
Lovely Bones” was Sebold’s second book. Her
first was an account of her own rape, a memoir wryly titled
“Lucky.”
“The Almost Moon” matches those early books
in acts of violence. Not only does the novel’s narrator
— a professional art-class model named Helen Knightly,
the divorced mother of two grown children — murder
her mother in graphic fashion, but she also describes her
father’s bloody suicide, relates the story of the
hit-and-run killing of a young boy and eerily alludes to
the time her mother dropped Helen’s infant grandson
on his head.
You have to be in awe of that first sentence, though. Dostoyevsky
had to write hundreds of pages before getting to the act
of patricide in “The Brothers Karamazov.” It
took Oedipus two whole plays to realize he had killed his
father and to “work his way through it,” as
we would say, so he could
She isn’t being arch, in case you were wondering.
“The Almost Moon” doesn’t waste our time
with dark irony winding itself around complex psychology,
à la Humbert Humbert, who described his own mother’s
death with a parenthetical indifference verging on happy
relief in Nabokov’s tediously multilayered novel.
Sebold may not be as dreadfully earnest as Sophocles and
Dostoyevsky, but she is sincere.
Very much so. After suffocating her mother, which also
involves breaking her nose, Helen tells us she “thought
of the uncared-for bodies that lay strewn in the streets
and fields of Rwanda or Afghanistan. I thought of the thousands
of sons and daughters who would like to be in the position
I was in. To have known exactly when their mothers died,
and then to be alone with their bodies before the world
rushed in.” Though she has just killed her mother,
Helen is a generous person. She never forgets that other
people are suffering and dying too.
In “The Almost Moon,” Sebold is out to lasso
some big ideas about the relationship between parents and
children, especially mothers and daughters. Murdering her
mother — who, we learn, was mentally ill and had colon
and breast cancer — inspires Helen to ruminate on
her parents; her failures as a wife and friend; her reasons
for having sex, right after the murder, with her best friend’s
son; and her life as an art-school model. (“Having
lost all shyness by having spent my career taking off my
clothes in public,” she thinks, relaxing with a good,
hot shower just hours after asphyxiating her mother, “I
enjoyed how demure the steam made me seem.”)
The book’s title refers to something her father once
told Helen when she was a girl. “The moon is whole
all the time, but we can’t always see it. What we
see is an almost moon or a not-quite moon. ... We plan our
lives based on its rhythms and tides.” Later, Helen
connects this to a big idea about her relationship with
her mother: “The idea that my mother was eternal like
the moon. ... Dead or alive, a mother or the lack of a mother
shaped one’s whole life.”
find terrible redemption at Colonus. But in “The
Almost Moon,” right there at the get-go, at the beginning
of the long journey that will take her from the motivations
for committing her unspeakable crime to some sense of “closure,”
Helen is, you know, cool with murdering her mother.